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Robyn. 
YOU.ARE.ELLi dont have insomnia, im not a pro photographer,i'm small in stature,i like old things; but not in that "oh i'm so pretentious and "different" way. Im predictable at times,I sneeze on the daily, i'm highly insecure. im a pro-crastinator.I like phoenetics and junk. I enjoy breaking a sewing needle every now and then and spending as little moneys as possible. swish! |
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Monday, January 4, 2010
Being nice is overrated. WARNING:This is gonna be a pretty sombre post. I apologise upfront if you're expecting some sort of attempt by me at humouring you. Na , seriously go bake a two ton cake and feed it to a pug in a tutu (if you're not already into that you sick dog-paedo), i swear it will provide more humor then this. Why the fuck are you still reading this you tool? Ah, fuck it. So I've always been someone who was never sure about ..well...anything really. I always doubt things that involve faith. And now you're all like "sheesh, well does'nt everyone" and i'm all like "yeah but not the way i do...'tard". I don't believe in the bible much, maybe the whole grounds for good morals and such, but not the actual fictional fairy tale bits. I've never been one to outwardly hate on other peoples religous vibes. I couldn't bother to waste my time doing something so tedious and time consuming, I've looked into most mainstream religions just out of interest. I guess you could call me religion-curious its almost like a sexuality preference for the religiously confused. Wow, how'd i manage to mix up sex with religion? Fuck i'm awesome. All religions are based on the eterrnal battle between good and evil right? And how the aforementioned should always triumph. So, if, as people we don't believe in the Bible or the Quaran or the Tora does that mean we dont beleive in those basic principles too? Do good and evil actually exist? Or have we as humans, over time, created these concepts in order to control certain aspects of society and restore some sort of order and reform that the average cave man had never thought he needed much of? "Me, BIG man, Me make fire. Me kill your fire and feed you to dinosaur with hot coal in ass cos iz funny" Do we define good and evil by the pure fact that good makes us feel...well good? Evil can do that too ,not so? Sometimes evil can feel real good. And when i say evil i dont mean devil- will-make-you-eat-your-own--penis- then-help-you-put-it-back-and-make-you-cheat-on-your-wife sorta evil, i mean general stuff , like lying to your parents or family members or hiding things from people or doing something you know you really should'nt . That type of evil. You know you're doing wrong but only because you've been progammed to think that way, the black and white way, by a book that has shaped and molded most of your society and culture and how you as a human should act. But are you really just doing something your instinctively meant to do? Wikipedia Defines Atheism as: can be either the rejection of theism,[1] or the position that deities do not exist.[2] In the broadest sense, it is the absence of belief in the existence of deities. So as an atheist pretty much dont believe in any religious leader or spirit of creation. You believe in the big bang and evolution.Period. (No not period as in hemophilia for 5 days a month. Periods as in fullstop) That's all good and well but you still believe in something not so? Why do you need to believe in anything? Why do you need to comfort yourself with the fact that your beliefs fall somewhere or are invested into something that is superior then the beliefs of others? Where does the concept of belief even come from? The questions are fucking endless. My mind has been thought fucked for the past 4 months. My brain actually feels like a dirty 10 Rand hooker who's serviced too many religion-curious clients. I'm gonna bail before i start puking out shit on this page in a very unconstructive way. I wrote this because i figured that if write all my thoughts down, understanding them would become that much easier. I was wrong.. My thought processes are on 10+ and my fingers are on -4. I'm pretty certain the asians got it right. They were probably all like "screw them westerners and their mundane story book with no pictures and bearded old men with their cheese cloth togas and nailed feet. Lets cook up something that looks old and believable with a whole lot of starnge little characters, lets call them gods, and some dragons just for additional awesome..and maybe a lot of colour.Colour is always a winner. And something subtle about how women are inferior. And something about massages with happy endings..Yes! Yes!" Asia does contain some very economically and intelligently powerful countries, also some really poor as shit ones. I'd put my money on them if i had to. POST.SCRIPT: I probably should'nt have wrotten this post. Or tanned with baby oil. Which i am now feeling the consequences of whilst my butt peels continuously for the next two days. thanks UV rays, you're real friends!  2:16 PM
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Ling-Kiss Amy Sue Graham Paterson Jun-A |